Stress

I just start my Advanced Diploma in Commerce (Financial Accounting) 3 weeks ago, now I already feel that so stress and turf, how I going to finished this program within one year and eight months? Everyday I'm thinking am I able to study in this course? Suitable for me? As what my eldest sister told me before, she said that she not think before I will step in the path to become an accountant, because it is totally is not my style and she saw her friend who work in accounting firm (one of Big 4) is very stressful, all the days only sit in front the table and doing the works. After my sis told me that, I also thinking am I choose a wrong path way? But now, I can't do anything, the only way I can do is continue the program and put effort to succeed.
These few days, I felt so down, cause always thinking am I able to do it or not? My english is so bad and the worst is my soft skills, is so so so bad! Need many improvement on it. I scare to talk to each other, even using mother language. I scare to meet a unknown person, are these reflect action is because I'm not confidence enough? The thing that I most worry is this, soft skills!

Already been Setapak, KL for around 2 weeks, I'm started missing my hometown Penang. Before I came to KL I was thinking KL is so good so awesome, but after 2 weeks living here, I have an action to move back to Penang to enjoy my relax and beautiful life. At KL's life just busy, no friends, totally killing me softly and the expenses is high! I so miss the diploma life in Penang, it was so awesome, but now just can think it back with my memory.

3 November, will be the convocation of diploma, I'm so glad can see almost all my friends is going to graduate with me. Need to prepare for my first convocation in my life. Need to keep fit!!