18 years old

25 December 2011, I already step in 19 years old, become an adult can't do childish things already.

In the year 2011, think back I had done many things that I never do before. All is my first time. First time driving on the street until Penang island from my house, first time shopping alone, first time donate blood, and many many I had forgotten. In the same year I also had use many money, from 1 years old until 18 years old, the most I use is in year 2011. I had buy and Andriod phone and many branded things, need to control myself for the coming year.

This year birthday celebrate with my family and friends also la >.< But got feel a bit 'kong xu' I think is I am too stress in my coming final exam, I scare I can't work well in the exam, can't get a good result, and because of it make me I can't really enjoy my birthday. My birthday night and also Christmas night was alone in hostel, it feel so lonely. Can I get a girlfriend coming year? I think I can't make it next year too, now I'm concentrate on study more than relationship.

A bit feel like want to cry out loud!! I'm too stress!!

This birthday also can be my last birthday if 2012 is true.