Pressure

Am I give myself too much pressure?

Until I cannot control my healthy?

In the serious time for me to prepare my final exam, I was fall sick.

I also feel that I have give myself too much pressure, but I din give myself pressure how I can get a nice result, a nice future?

I know my English is like shit, but I'm trying to improve it, don give me pressure please~ And also no need straightly and told me my English language like shit cause I know it. Don think you own a better English language means that can hold the world. As my friend said, what kind of people you are is important than the human capital you gain.

For this semester all is Level 3 paper, really make me feel pressure!! One of the subject in this semester, my coursework mark just enough for attend the Final Exam, really make me feel nobody can help me, and just to help myself by own. I cannot fail any subject in Diploma, if I fail and means that I din have a qualification to continue my Degree and followings.

Friendship, recently is popular on studying while earn money, and this kind of earning the money is not working at shopping center and is through call friends to join the business, Score A ,easy Pharmax and so on... I'm saw my friends is killing their friends one by one. Sorry for that, that I say until like that~ That is what I truly feel it. Don blame me that I tell my friends to don join the business, I just want my friends. Cause I know when they join it, they will change mind and I will lose many friends that we already have a long relationship. Sorry.

Love. No love for me recently just study is the most important for me. And I will feel very lonely for this year Christmas' Eve Night, cause my best friend is not coming back because of exam and no couple, so no dating just celebrate with my family.

That's all for my shit English!